My Heart

It were good in case of being without knowing.
Such feelings and My Heart to think of you.
Because it is ..such feelings.. painful ..not wanting know...
However, more if you do not know It is painful.


Because both tears and night were done, it noticed.
It is utmost in me only to approach you.
Early..advance..hold..struggle..origin..return.
Such feelings and My Heart to think of you.


It may be held by you if it hopes.
It may be cheated by you if it hopes.
Because it is rounded down and it doesn't care after.
Therefore, I want you to see me more therefore.
Do not give nobody eyes, and only me more.
It wants to do to monopoly, and such a restraint is pressed.
It wants to do to monopoly, and you can show Catati of love only by
such a thing as for me.


It were good in case of being without knowing.
Such feelings and My Heart to think of you.
Because it is ..such feelings.. painful ..not wanting know...
However, it differs now Because it seems to be happy.
comparison one-way traffic.. Ai..
It is my of today support. love you

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(訳)

知らないままで居られたら良かったのに
こんな気持ち、あなたを思うMy Heart
知りたくなかったこんな気持ち、辛いから
だけど知らなければもっと・・・辛い


涙と一夜を共にして気がついた
私にはあなたに近づくだけが精一杯
其処から先には進めなくて　だけど
足掻いたって、元には戻れなくて・・・
こんな気持ち、あなたを思うMy Heart


望むならあなたに抱かれてもいい
望むならあなたに騙されても構わない
切り捨てられたって、構わないから
だから、だからもっと私を見て欲しいの！
誰にも目をくれず、私だけをもっと・・・
独り占めにしたい、そんな束縛を押し付けて
独り占めにしたい、こんな事でしか
私はあなたに、愛のカタチを表せない・・・


知らないままで居られたら良かったのに
こんな気持ち、あなたを思うMy Heart
知りたくなかったこんな気持ち、辛いから
だけど今は違う・・・幸せだと思えるから
例え一方通行な愛だとしても
あなたを愛してること、其れが今の私の支え

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5:01 2005/12/08　　　poem by 神無月ヒカル